We talked about almost everything. Pinay sex And because I was marupok, I fucking stayed. ALMOST.Guys, he was my FIRST everything. I know malaki ang kasalanan ko and maybe I do deserve everything that has happened to me, but everytime I think about it, deep inside I always believe that the consequences that I am facing right now are too much. We started off as friends first for maybe a year because our relationship became something more. SO WHAT HAPPENED?We got caught. We talked about almost everything. We talked everyday for a year before we had an affair. But he never let me go.I never told him that everytime I ask God for forgiveness, I always ask for strength to leave him – to do the right thing. He fucking begged me to stay and even cried lol. Tinanggal ako sa work ko. I know malaki ang kasalanan ko and maybe I do deserve everything that has happened to me, but everytime I think about it, deep inside I always believe that the consequences that I am facing right now are too much.
